What the heck am I doing???

It's been 6 months now since I drew the curtain to my 12 years of private teaching and not having a paid job is just darn hard especially living in one of the most expensive cities in the world. I completed my TESOL certificate in the hope of finding employment in schools but it looks like I am out of luck and I can only keep trying until another interview be granted. Meanwhile, my days are filled to the brim with self-initiated projects and e-courses, reading and blogging, and a lot of learning about how to kick start my online business...

My work is my life. As an existentialist of sorts, I find that work that I enjoy doing gives meaning to my life in an otherwise absurd universe. I want to be great at what I do (hence the lifelong learning and ungrading), being appreciated and get paid well for my products and services, while making an impact on anyone I come across in this lifetime. I need to do something that is in alignment with my non-conformist ways of thinking and sustainable living, the reward being one of fulfilment and abundance.

Authenticity is one of the qualities I treasure most and running my own online business could be the way to go as I can be who I am and get to meet others who share a similar vision. I write and blog to share my values and visions about world and personal change, one person at a time, hoping to inspire people to change their life circumstances and co-create a new world order for the next generations to come. I wish to show myself and others that it is time to wake up and take full responsibilities for ourselves, to live a different and simple way and rise to a new level of existence. Change is the only constant in reality and it is not something to be feared. 

I believe we can all make a difference to the world. I choose to make an impact with my ideas, my words, my online / offline presence and I can't do it without you. You are my sounding board, my megaphone, my speaker, you take what I create, add to it your personal voice and value, spread the fire wide and far, and something big is bound to happen.

Although I am not generating an income as yet but your support is already sufficient to boost my confidence in what I am doing and I can at least promise you a much better content in the coming months. Let's get on with it and keep the fire burning!