Thursday, July 25, 2013

I am diseased...

The past week has been intense; at least for someone who hasn't been 'working' for so so long. 
I am writing freelance for a magazine.
Tried copy writing for the web but failed.
Covering at a learning centre every MORNING freelance.
Preparing demo lesson as part of job interviews for the new school year.
Writing my weekly newsletter.
Writing my blog.
Updating my website.
Constantly learning.
And I am not coping too well; I am sick. I've booked an appointment with my family doctor tomorrow. Yes, it's pretty serious as my tongue and upper palate are in so much pain...and rashes all over my body.
It could be the weather when the humidity level is 95%.
I don't mind juggling between jobs at all; in fact it suits me being a multipotentialite. But yes, there are many challenges ahead of me. 
What I need is to learn how to structure my work. I need to design a system for pivoting between passions and projects, for making daily headway, for meeting my goals and hopefully having an impact on the world. 
But the thing is: I need the stimulation to move forward. I yearn to learn. I thrive on variety. 
Maybe I need to be ruthless about reading my newsletter subscriptions, write less, and be content with my imperfections. There is only so much we can do in a day and over-committing myself worrying that I might be missing out on something is a sure-fire way to frequent your doctor. 
I am gonna rest up this weekend and probably do nothing for a change. I need it.

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